(beyond) disruption
After all it looks like much awaited changes in my job are coming. It's still too early to celebrate, but well, I'm not afraid to write about it, so it can give you a clue...
I've been feeling this hopeless stagnation at work for months now. Took up the post-graduate studies, but those only helped the impression grow. Although I tried to persuade myself into sticking to my current ad agency (still remembering the bad after-taste left when I was leaving work for the first time - a lesson well learnt), all rational signs tell me that it cannot be a place to work my way up or learn more. Not in a longer perspective (and in those 16 months the perspective has shrunk considerably). The new blood the agency just got may help, but at the same time it only makes it easier for me, knowing that my leaving shouldn't be an issue. I'm ready to get back into the workaholic mode if that can buy me the feeling that my time at work isn't wasted. I just hope my luv won't disagree.
I've been feeling this hopeless stagnation at work for months now. Took up the post-graduate studies, but those only helped the impression grow. Although I tried to persuade myself into sticking to my current ad agency (still remembering the bad after-taste left when I was leaving work for the first time - a lesson well learnt), all rational signs tell me that it cannot be a place to work my way up or learn more. Not in a longer perspective (and in those 16 months the perspective has shrunk considerably). The new blood the agency just got may help, but at the same time it only makes it easier for me, knowing that my leaving shouldn't be an issue. I'm ready to get back into the workaholic mode if that can buy me the feeling that my time at work isn't wasted. I just hope my luv won't disagree.
2 Comments:
enough is enough ;).
*hug*
very true :)**
(fingers endlessly crossed)
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