be a winner, eat to get slimmer

it's the fourth day of my diet and i'm beginning to strongly doubt - but not in my strong will - in my reason. i've already lost 3 kilos and that's really nice (and i know it's mostly about losing water and not eating salt that would normally retain water in my body), but it's always flattering, really, just like fav jeans going loose or arms more willowy. i'm just not sure how far do i want it to go - how many kilos will be just right? and will my boobs disappear? will i become greedy to lose more weight, again? this one is definitely not welcome.

for today's breakfast i had more than a cup of coffee, i added a wholegrain toast. this should be a sign of independent thinking, right? whoa!

btw, match point is a great movie, so is a tv series prison break. since i don't have a tv i have become seriously movie/series addicted. and if i'm not being reasonable here, at least i'm rather picky.

favourites off the book shelf: haruki murakami norwegian wood (i didn't read it at once, i need to give it a second go, but when i came back to it, it was just all extraordinarily good. absolutely beautiful and apparently more accessible than his other novels, though wind bird chronicle will always be my love). today i'll have the new john irving shipped to me, i'm ready to be enchanted and give up the movie habit for a while. in the meantime i'm finishing chuck palahniuk's lullaby - good but not as good as, you know...